Today sucks!
sucks SUCKS SUCKS!!!!!!!
That's how I feel about today!!!!!

I know it's really immature of me to feel so cross over such trivial things, and yet some how that knowledge does not stop me.

First, I went to bed super late, like nearly 5, and then my mom was so loud all morning, that I couldn't get any sleep.
While I was not sleeping, I thought a lot about how I really want to write music, and I feel like I really need to. So I concluded that I was just going to go ahead and buy a keyboard on my credit card cause I felt like it was something I really needed to better my life...
Also I wanted to go out that way anway and get some things to make daifuku at the korean market (40mins away)

I had 3 things on my mind that I went out for today.
A digital food scale.
Daifuku stuff.
Keyboard.

Once I arrived at the Korean Market, I discover they are closed on saturdays!
The one day I can go, and they're closed!
Next I went to a whole bunch of different stores, but none had the right kind of scale!
Then I went to get the keyboard I wanted, and they didn't have any on the shelves! Only the display model!
I thought I would ask about it, but there wasn't an employee in site!
I got so frustrated and upset, I just gave up and went home.

I'm so upset and discouraged about everything. I wanna give up on everything so much, and this just added to my already despairing soul.