expendable crewman (kanashimi2) wrote,
expendable crewman

Feel like the only thing I am capable of is annoying people.
All I ever do is gripe of about my health which is so boring and annoying to have to hear about all the time.
I really wish I had some kind of creative outlet but not only am I so bad at everything I don't enjoy doing things I'm bad at. And I can't even try a lot of things because it costs too much money for supplies.
So far the only thing I've ever had is dressing up and posing for photos but not only does that seem really pretentious to keep posting, I don't have the energy or stamina to do it very often or very well when I do. And the camera is so old I think it's affecting the quality of the photos it takes now. So I just wish I could figure out some way to be creative and productive beyond that.
I really REALLY need something to give me a reason to keep going...
Something to bring even a small feeling of joy and accomplishment.

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