Pretty much positive I need glasses so I will need an eye doctor, half my teeth need major extensive work (or I guess I could get them all pulled as they will be completely un-savable in the next few years anyway) need the gastroenterologist. The GP thought I should see a functional medicine doctor and get acupuncture and those places don't even take insurance so it wouldn't even matter if I had it. Would be great to see a mental therapist too.
It feels pretty much hopeless to ever get everything I need so why should I even want it.
All I know is that I hope that if I ever became a excessively wealthy person I'd do something to help with the outrages medical system and not just be taking joy rides to space and nonsense like that. But it was their dream since they were kids and my dream as a kid was the people wouldn't suffer so money or not we just wanted different things in life from the beginning.
I had a bunch of stuff I was going to say and write about but now I lost my train of thought and forgot what all of it was haha.