expendable crewman (kanashimi2) wrote,
expendable crewman

Been another one of those times where everything seems to break in the house, first the dryer, then the floor, then the water heater tonight and somehow my dad just manages to fix everything. It's always been that way all my life. Something breaks, dad just fixes it with nothing. Like magic. He's always done that. But sadly he never taught any of the rest us and as he ages I find myself thinking again and again what will I ever do without him? I don't know how to do ANYTHING! It was ok that we never had anything because we always knew dad would fix it and it and make it work.
But that wont last forever and as time passes I feel more and more painfully reminded of that fact and more scared of what will I do?

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